~magical~

Sunday, May 31, 2009

...All feeling mix up in me..mixture of different kind of feeling..aiikzzz...m.o.o.d.y arrrr....
Tomorrow will be the first day I start working in my ex-company, hope it would be a brand new day..sigh....wonder....

I also don't know what to type as I feel miserable now..
arrrgghhh...what happen to me??!!!!
cheer up cheer up!!!
worried that I can't sleep tonight...haih...

Friday, May 29, 2009

It was 'Dumpling festival' yesterday..Chor 5 of May in lunar calendar. My granny didn't make dumpling this year, thought this year I got no dumpling to eat..luckily my friend gave me some home-made dumplings yesterday, it was delicious! grateful..at last I can eat dumpling during Dumpling festival^^ otherwise it will be my first time that never eat dumpling on this meaningful festival..

There's a bad news which makes me very sad and shocked...
Heard that my ex-colleague had passed away yesterday...It was surprising me indeed..I've lost a friend all of a sudden...*sob*...He is a despatch in my previous company, an indian..younger than me 1 year if I'm not mistaken, he is a very nice guy...the most responsible despatch I've ever seen...He helped me lots during my tenure in the company, always tell jokes and get along with everyone out there..I felt that he is fun and kind with my first impression towards him...
God had taken his precious life away all of a sudden..which I still can't believe that he is leaving us already...far apart...we will never see him again, whereas he just stays in our memory afterall...
Life can be so fragile...
Please do appreciate our precious life granted by God..

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Last night MeiYin and I accompanied our friend, ChingYiing, to buy bracelet as a gift for his friend. The requirement of bracelet is...special & cute..as well as the design is outstanding..Therefore, we went to Pavilion KL and looked for Thomas Sabo brand..There's many kind of pendant which can be used for adornment of bracelet, but he failed to get a suitable one...ended up I was the one who bought bracelet with charm pendant for myself..haha...The total for both items is Rm198. ChingYiing paid the half of its price for me as my advance birthday gift, the net price of single item is Rm99 respectively..This is the first birthday present I receive in 2009...haha..as he said, my birthday is coming upon soon...which is...August..hmm..still few months to go...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Yesterday I was shopping with Nell Nell..as known as Yen Ping^ ^ at MidValley..We ordered grilled fish to share for lunch at food court..of course must assure that we get full energy before shopping..then plan for our shopping target..hehe..
Yen Ping wanted to buy a cap for purpose of her Bangkok trip...At last she found the suitable cap, Puma brand in white color. How about me? well...thought of buying trousers and handbag but I didn't get the suitable one..hmm...Im quite choosy actually..ended up I bought 2 sets of inner wear..and a pair of high heels shoes..
We went home around 7pm as we have to dinner at home respectively..It was raining heavily during our return journey..Luckily rain stopped when we reached Yen Ping's house..otherwise she might be wet..
When I sent Yen Ping home, seems she satisfied with her new Puma cap..no regret as she said..
hmm..I didn't go for shopping for quite a long period..at least I bought something to cheer myself^ ^

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Sigh...no appetite again...my emotion and mood have controlled my body..Gastric attacks me when I'm moodless, anxious, upset...
Weather is very hot today, this kind of weather really makes people sick of it..
Headache, stomach unwell, moody, insomnia...I couldn't fall asleep..thus I turn on my laptop and typing here..5.30am now..sigh...I was rolling on bed few hours...yet can't sleep well..what to do??..hmmm...if you couldn't fall asleep, what will you do normally??? Just now I watched dvd, afterward..reading...until I feel that my eye lips getting heavier..only I stop reading..
sigh...guess I better try to sleep now..if still wide awake then...keep on rolling looo...

Friday, May 22, 2009

Today I get started my e-learning course, I open my text book to read..first chapter is fundamental part. I was listening music while reading..this is the way how I study...when I feel sleepy, log in to my facebook and play game for a short while...just to refresh my mind..
Though I'm clumsy, but I love reading and studying...As my mama said, I'm alike as reading machine, coz clumsy in everything except academics..
Frankly, I'm kinda lazy, only study hard before examination..but I can get high score in my favourite subjects..therefore, the only way to strive for excellent result is...get interested in the subjects you study...it's the easiest way to achieve high score..Nothing you can't do if you determine to do it..
I seldom watch hk drama dvd series nowadays...reading has replaced my watching dvd hour...My neck is pain these days..coz I bow my head while reading book...it would be nice if someone can massage for me..^ ^

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Everyone has best friend, same goes to me..There are 4 of them who are the best ever I met in my lifetime..let me introduce to you..'PohKey(Kisa), MeiYin, ChiaLee(Liz) & PeyMun(Grace)'

I know PohKey since we were Form 1 during secondary school..How did I get to know her? haha...actually she approached me first..when I was sitting silently in our school bus..both of us didn't know each other suddenly she approached and talked to me, coz she is kinda talkative...ended up we always stick together.. Besides, she is always our 'mom' among 5 of us...coz she used to take care of people, furthermore she is strict and the most rational in our group..if you naughty, she will pick rattan stick to hit u..haha..but, she is kind also, willing to lend her hand to those who need for help...she will be a good mother in future, as Chinese said "able to get in to kitchen & out to living room"

If you were to ask me who is the craziest one...no doubt that must be MeiYin...Since Form 2 I get to know her, as we took the same bus home during secondary school. She is easy-going, even play crazily with people..don't be frighten if she yells at you suddenly..coz it's normal act for her..Just don't challenge her, otherwise you have to be ready for any outcomes upon you..Though she is skinny but I believe that she is stronger than anyone of us..

There's a frequent question I heard from ChiaLee.."Am I slimmer than previous?" You know what, she is very thin but still wanna keep fit..Our friendship begins since Form 3..when 5 of us participate in cheerleading to perform on the sports day..day by day...we were getting closer and closer...then 5 of us bcome best friends...ChiaLee is a hardworking and passionate girl...but sometimes the funny thing is..she even don't understand what she is saying..until all of us also blur...Somehow, she is a good listener...

PeyMun...PeyMun...the most obedient girl among us...when you see her, will only make you feel like protecting her..coz she is tender, soft-hearted...Both of us know each other since Standard 6 during primary school..We are getting closer during secondary school. I believe that 4 of us will never forgive those who harm PeyMun..as for us, her image reflected pure, fair and elegant..

They are my truly best friends...of course we had have engaged in conflict, without hard feeling..coz we are tolerating each other..it's not worth to lose a good friend due to argument. I appreciate to have them as my best friends..my precious friends..as our friendship is everlasting...no one could breaks the tie of our friendship..
Love you, my friends..

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Though currently swine flu under control in m'sia, we must be alert and ready for prevention in public. Better don't show up in public if you were flu now..otherwise you will frighten people out there..and keep in distance..
Recently friends thought that I was missing, secretive...hmm..it had been long time I never hang out with my friends. Just to clarify that..I'm not being secretive purposely..well..how to say...I just didn't talk much..and seldom show up myself..
I was lost within a period..do you know what's your dream? If you were to ask about my dream, I don't really know actually...somehow, I wish to travel around the world...of course only if I afford to do so...otherwise...just a dream...
Let's dream then....

My bro suddenly shouted at me, coz he saw a firefly at living room..while the firefly is flying happily at my living room, it was bitten by a lizard on ceiling...fortunately the firefly managed to get rid of the lizard..but firefly is hurt..unable to fly..My bro tried to catch it into a plastic box, then we released it on a branch of our star fruit tree. The firefly is bigger than usual type..pity of it..suddenly bitten by an insane lizard..It's attractive when firefly flying in dark..

Monday, May 18, 2009

~Careless / Well-prepared....
This afternoon I went to OUM for registration and payment..but, what a shame...not enough money to pay the minimum fees...without any ATM machine provided in OUM... Fortunately my friend able to pay it on behalf of me..many thanks to my dear friend ;> hmm...in future, I will get ready all essential stuff before proceed anything..It's a good lesson for me today..aiikkzz....

~Hot
Do you feel hot recently?? sweating...the weather is hot these days, though raining sometimes..but still very hot..make me sick of this kind of weather..even bathe 3-4 times per day...until the usage of water is risen...

I'm still learning to decorate my blog here..kinda fun and interesting to study those complex codes and forms..^ ^

Saturday, May 16, 2009

I wake up at noon hour today, coz I didn't sleep well recently..with a pair of panda eyes..I'm still blur and tired after shower..hmm..overslept perhaps...
Thought of shopping with friends today but..my bro was driving out this morning, and my friend's car was driven by her bro too..thus we didn't out for shopping..
I watch dvd hk drama series at home..Someone told me that it's wasting time and money to watch dvd hk drama always..coz it wouldn't helps us to improve ourselves yet wasting our precious time..end up lost of time and money which is unworthy...Why not we contribute our precious time in better way instead of spending time in such unnecessary stuff? well...it's true, but I'm addicted in these hk drama series..considered as my bad habit..However, I will try to get rid of it..at least not too often will do...
hmm...why do i create this blog all of a sudden? frankly, I do not know..but just feel like typing suddenly..hence I created my blog here..simply type as much as i can..
Tell you what, typing is also one of the de-stress way...just type whatever you wish to as no one could stop you to relieve yourselves...vent your rage, your disappointment, your feeling, with your words here..after that, listen to soft music...I believe it will soothes your feeling...music is magical..
Guess I'm moody..don't feel like talking...sigh..that's why typing here...while listening to my favourite music..
Hopefully tomorrow is a better day... ;>